I guess I put my feelings across to you in a very harsh manner. Sorry. But it has been in me for God-knows-how-long. The amount could no longer be contained in my oh-so-big (already) body size. I cried hard as well. From the train where HE messaged me. Trying to use those forwarded type of message to tell me how harsh I sound. To the time while walking home, putting together what I feel and send the message to him. And his reply upon seeing my message. Till when he called me and I cried, and talked, and just felt oh-so-tired. Finally, I plucked up the courage to tell him those. But I do not want it to result in us talking and going out with each other lesser. Because at the end of the day, this is not it was suppose to be. Also, plans for a trip to Australia should be confirm cancelled. Too expensive a place to go to. Going on a Cruise is the second option. Still pending for confirmation.
